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i sit along in my empty room
looking up to the bulb above me.

And wonder why i am sitting here.
So cold
so lonely
my heart crying

for it was you, one that I trust
hell it was all of you
treated me like i was dust
all all the while still in view

go to hell. go to hell all of you
my friends, no my ex friends.
the ones that i helped
the ones that when i needed help
turn their backs on me

go to hell

Throught time man has wondered for the immortal device. 
The device that stalks the ones you care about.
The ones that crave attention

The immortal device. 

Is love. 

My Twins..... Almost

I smile the widest I can.
I see you laying there. the sheet covering your body.
The smile and sweat on your forehead.

I can see. In my arms.
Two of the most beautiful creatures I have seen.
My twins. A boy and a girl.

My Prince and Princess.

The lights go dim. My eyes go blurry.

Only to wake up.
Only a dream.







For Thanitta.
I miss you... Baby.

The window

A person sits at the window

The cold stare reflecting in their eyes

The rain gently tapping towards them

Then running slowly down the foggy glass

I can see my face in there too. 

The face of a broken man

Why did you have to leave me

Why are you now so far away

I miss you

My story

On the 1st day. I was sad
Then someone came in to my life
My life
My life became quite happy

Then nothing

She went away never to return

On the 2nd Day. I was sad
Then someone came in to my life
My life
My life became quite happy

Then tragedy

On the 3rd Day. I was sad
Then you came in to my life
My life
My life became quite happy

And this time.

I'm not letting anything go

Excitement

Its coming, Its coming It's coming.
Nearly here, neraly here,
The best time in the world is coming.
Its very soon to be here.

The time of my life is here
Its fun and its exciting
and without out a word of warning

The moment is over....

I fear.

My Love

I feel your hands around me
My body is an open book

I feel the gentle lips upon my neck
The selfish look in your eyes

and yet

I look at you
And thank the lord that you are mine.

A Fork in the Road

I come to the end of a road,
And stop...

To the left of me,
Rainbows...

To the right
Destruction...

And infront of me. the only path thats free
only questions

Waiting for death

Who wants to live forever?
99, 98, 97
The one who wants to see the world?
88, 87, 86
The one who has a family?
77,76,75
The one who wants to see the future?
66,65,64

No.
Its the one who can not live forever
55,54,53
The one that has been given.....
44,43,42
A date for their death
33,32,31

And at the time that they want to live
22,21,20
And they think about their life
11,10,9
Then it becomes too late
3,2,1







Then nothing.

My life is an open book.

My Life.
Is whatever I make it...
My Life
Goes wherever I take it......

People don't understand
That I am just who I am.
And that the thing I want everyone to know..........

My life is an open book
My dreams and everything I am is on show.
I didn't ask to have what see.
But the feelings I have are just me.
What do you need to to turn the world on me..........

Things may always change
That is true to me
My life one is one that carries my dreams to slow.......

Why do these things to me
Can't I you always see
My life is open for show........

My life is an open book
My dreams and everything I am is on show.
I didn't ask to have what see.
But the feelings I have are just me.
What do you need to to turn the world on me..........

My friends they say I'm lyin...
and from what they say its true.
I turned from doubting myself to doubting them......

My dreams are taking flight
And I go towards the light
And yet I still know there is nothing left to hide.

Because

My life is an open book
My dreams and everything I am is on show.
I didn't ask to have what see.
But the feelings I have are just me.
What do you need to to turn the world on me..........